The Girl in the Mirror (Part 1) (Englisch) - Sexgeschichten

The Girl in the Mirror (Part 1) (Englisch)

... his more relaxed voice. "We have had only one previous application from a female but it turned out she was a porn actress who wanted to sell her story for a film." He looked at his colleague and they both rolled their eyes at the memory. "That would have been a disaster for the Institute. But you, as many people have told me, are 'for real'. According to the Dean and Mr. Ross, and as is obvious from the way you, uh, live your life, you really do believe in total nudity at all times and really do believe that modesty is against your religion."

Tami got that familiar sinking feeling. Once again well-meaning people were praising her for something which was a sham. Beyond the shame of her nudity was the shame she felt for lying about it to well-intentioned people like these two men. And once again she did not know how to set things right. She clasped and unclasped her toes, trying to think of something. For now she decided to just keep listening.

"Of course you'll be paid for your help here at the rate of thirty dollars an hour which was in the agreement," Dr. Abu Jamal piped in. "You will also be paid for today. I'll give you the time sheet after we finish."

"Think of today as a kind of interview." Dr. Harridance casually crossed his legs. "We just want to look at certain things." He then cleared his throat and looked down, running his fingers through his salt-and-pepper hair and chuckled. "Have you spoken to the Dean, Miss Smithers?"

"Uh, yes."

"He is quite a ...

... piece of work. It seemed to me that he doesn't believe that your professed religion is genuine. I think he thinks you're faking it. He told me to watch for any sign whatsoever that you are trying to cover up or hide yourself. Based on what he told me about what you volunteered for at Dr. Congi's sexual awareness workshop, and on the simple fact that you've been going around naked in the snow, I think it's ridiculous to think that you're anything but genuine. In fact I admire your courage and your conviction. You are a very brave young woman."

This compliment elicited a very complicated, bittersweet smile from Tami.

"I mean, of course, I'll monitor you, if that's what the Dean wants, but what I want to say, Miss Smithers, is that we trust and respect you here. That is the least we can do, considering the benefit you are providing to us."

Tami's throat was so dry that she could not speak. This guy was as bad as Vanessa Congi. Well-meaning and totally misinformed. She wanted to ask, What exactly are you going to do to me? But that sounded all wrong. She tried to think of another way to put it. She wished she had that agreement Ross had made her sign. What exactly had she agreed to? She vaguely remembered Ross putting it back into his pocket. Or did he? She was panicking on the brink of orgasm at the time and not observing things too clearly. Wasn't she going to get a copy? And what if she went to Ross and asked for one? Would that be a sign of hesitancy that would raise a ...